gonna try to spend minimal possible august.
perfected my kale drink! its delicious!
2.5 miles in 20 minutes .. grrr not fast enough.
shit im like 1 mile in 20 mins
err body at their own pace, their own time.
why do we try so hard to hold on these bonds we make
especially when the reaching only occurs on one end?
I want some macarons.
235-175 in a year so much easier than 175-170 which has been 3 months! and no progress. lol
good news is my bench went from 245 to 175, now back to 225
my barbell went from 190 to 150, now back to 180~170 depending on the days
my squats went from 245 to 185, now around 225 max
My theory, smaller frames are just weaker in general, but you can always get those muscles you lost back quick. muscles have memory cells!
when you care less, doesn’t it feel like you’re half assing your way thru life? you’re not givin
it all that you got.
I wouldn’t saying not caring isn’t giving all your effort.
just not caring to the point where you have your hopes up
life is like a balance
you feel pleasure
you give life the opportunity to feel pain
it’s like yin and yang
for you to be disappointed in the first place means you gave life the opportunity to make you feel glad.
No one controls your emotions, it’s that you allow them to control your emotions because you get into this comfort zone
Is ironic. You’re telling someone not to do something.
Ie who gives you the right to tell someone what to do or what not to do.
and I forgt that I do, cause when your feelings end up hurt it just means you cared in the first place. Not caring sets you up being prepared for disappointment
that people don’t appreciate what they have, until they lose it?
that once they gain some “comfort” in something they forgot how they got it?
or complain about things they dont have, and neglect the things they do have?
All I wonder is where down in line did we spoil ourselves so much that he forgot to appreciate the small things in life, and even that is subjective because the small things in life to you, could be the miniature things to me in life.
From a generation that shared the same kindergarten experience such as painting, some even had nap time, to the innocence we grew up in. Where did it all get corrupted?
Where down the line did getting high was off of 420 rather than high on the swings. Where the drinking game was to see who can drink the most water rather than the most c2h5oh? Or when the best relationships was the friendship that was made rather than the lust that consumes us?
Things I did at 18, kids now are doing at 14. What has become of our generation?
[the following is a bit of esoteric, so interpret as you may]
I ask myself, sure advancement is great, but maybe we should allow time to blossom, rather than use hormones to speed up such time. The natural process is always going to be healthier than the unnatural, why? because it’s unnatural.
I say this because for the majority, 22>16 in maturity, 50>25 in maturity because with time, well we all already know, we just refuse to acknowledge such.
Read this today
“I’m a bad texter” for not texting back. PURE BS AND you KNOW IT. Lying mofos! Don’t try to pull that shit! We all know its a liie. When you’re really into someone, you never forget to text them back, you text them back ASAP and you know it.
made me think a little.
Get excited over good shifts. What happen -.-
when your body aches. but not pain but rather because you’re missing someone
this makes sense cause when I binge I binge!
when you’re getting fat you want to eat more wtff.